Babes

We never know how lucky we are, to have someone beside, until this person is gone, yesterday was hard to say goodbye to someone that was a great friend and a sure even greater work partner.

We never knew how we became this close and we never know when it all started, it is funny how destiny make things happen and never gives you a reason why, like an invisible character that has a small part in a movie, that can change the whole carrying out of the events. In my life destiny gave birth to long lasting human relations in which I found myself incapable of making a change, on the opposite I was the victim of the change, in my experience with Barbara, who is a young free spirit, a smile that says a thousand words, big eyes that sparkled with humanity, and a brain that is programmed with the divine obligation of answering all the questions that the world drops on her path, with her you can’t see the physical imperfections, because her soul is simply perfect, I was able to see my own reflection in her, it was good to share ideas, thoughts and information, it fills me with pride that she is a part of my “ things that make me happy list”, she always gives and never expect payback, she turned off the fire in me when I was just to mad to see, she gave me a hug when I just needed someone to comfort me, she laughed about my crazy ideas, and she set calmly next to me when I just didn’t feel like talking, she was honest to me when I was just lying to myself, she was my honored adviser every time I came to her with a new crush, she saw my potentials when I couldn’t see it myself, she was just there every time I needed her, but Now she is gone.

Yes; she is gone physically and I know why? She gave her everything to survive as long as she did, I know she misses the simplicity of what she didn’t find her, the comfort of home, a bear with friends and mostly her Mom, with the brain and soul she has, she can find a great future anywhere she wishes to go, but what I know for sure is that we will meet again, since we are both citizens of this world, our paths will cross one day, she is good in keeping long distance friendship, but only the great strong bonds survive, and we both have that one.

It is only a chapter (1) the future will have a saying in it, let’s just wait and hope.

Dedicated to Babi.